{SOMWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW}.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
{Life's a box of chocolates}

Just read choczfrens blog. Realised I missed the dinners and yakking very much.

Just escaped from a domestic dispute. Realised that I missed the quarrels between Dad and nin, nin and me, mom and dad.

Loneliness. Its a funny thing. It only creeps up stealthily at nite, when all is dark and quiet, and when the only human voice comes from the cd player. Just when u thought u have finally found some stuff to occupy ur brain with, den "Wham!" it goes and ur thoughts are trained back to home. And I was still supposed to be busy with assignments, poster presentations etc.

Nevermind. I've lost any concentration to work now. Shall just read some tabloid magazine and check out the latest winter fashion (not that i can afford any though). Am thinking abt a certain chozfren's blog post. I have thought of the same qn before: Do I know how to love a person? If I can’t do so, izzit becoz I love myself too much??

I dun think so leh…I’m not self obsessed.

I’ve not dated. But I’ve had crushes and really liked a person before. I really liked him…. And I left it at that. I did nuthin to express what I felt.

Well, perhaps im not just that kinda person to express intense feelings to others. You guys may think that im expressive or “action-packed”, but the real intense ones are the ones that only I know exist. Things like love, and sometimes I just dunnoe how to bring it across. The more I love the more Im cool and “bo chap” towards him. It’s a terrible thing—my actions just seem to go against my wishes…

To this certain fren’s post, well, dun think so much bah…. I still believe in缘份. Perhaps some things in life are like a winding road, we can’t see anything in the distance, but when u make a turn, and hey, its there!! It’s been dere all along, just that we haven seen it!

“Life’s like a box of chocholates. You never know what you’re gotta get.”

9:53 PM;

THE AUSSIE CHRONICLES (2006-2008)

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